2025 is almost over. It has been a challenging year for me. There have been several peaks and valleys which generally describes my life ever since my son, David Glasser, who was a Phoenix Police Officer, was killed in the line of duty on May 18, 2016. Losing a child is the most difficult thing a parent can experience. The challenge of picking up the pieces and moving forward changes with time but remains a very tough road to be on. 2026 will mark 10 years since Davey has been gone. Tears begin to stream down my face as I write that. Unbelievable. Thank you, Father God, for being my Rock in the pain and grief that never goes away when we lose a child.
How would you describe your 2025?
My husband lost a large amount his eyesight this year because of health issues. He could only see blobs and he walked around in a fog every day, all day. This caused a ripple effect, changing our lives significantly and not for the better. Many of my plans and how I thought the rest of our time left on this planet would go had to be, once again, adjusted to fit our new reality. It was also is a constant reminder that we are quickly moving through the fall years of our life. Life is short. A snap of our fingers and our time is up. I am the last one standing of my nuclear family so the reality of how our lives are just a flicker of time is very real for me. With each year, more and more of my heart is focusing on heaven.
Two retina specialists said that the damage to my husband’s eyes was permanent. There was nothing to be done. We all continued to pray. Every time we talked about Dave’s eyesight I would say, “The doctors say its permanent but its not permanent until God says its permanent.”
The good news is on December 20th, my husband woke up and some of his eyesight was restored. Awesome! Thank you, God! He can now see our smiling faces as we celebrate this improvement with him and continue to pray for complete healing.
Now God is speaking to me about 2026. He has plans for me. If you read my blogs, you know I published a book a couple of years ago on Amazon, “Then I Looked Up: Losing a child, Finding His Legacy of Love’. Its the story of my son’s life, his death and my journey to find hope and a purpose after losing a child. I have met many great people and have had a boatload of important conversations since my book was published. Even though it’s been awhile since it was published, my book continues to give me opportunities to have significant conversations with people I don’t know.
Several years ago God told me I was supposed to focus on mentoring and discipling- sharing what he has taught me with others – and that hasn’t changed. He showed me in a big way this year that there are people in my life and in my neighborhood here who want and need to know him in a more real way. It has meant adding a couple of weekly Bible studies to my calendar so some other things had to be taken off but it’s more than worth it. When God is the most important thing on my calendar, I know I’m on the right track.
Like always, God is using these last several days of 2025 to tell me what He wants me to focus on next year. God stopped me as Paul talks to Timothy in his first letter to him – “Timothy, my son, I am giving you this command in keeping with the prophecies once made about you, so that by recalling them you may fight the battle well, holding on to faith and a good conscience..” 1 Timothy 1: 18 & 19.
How do I fight the battle well 2026? When I’m connected to God through his Word and through his people, he fights my battles with me – guiding me, encouraging me and giving me victory.
How do you plan to fight the battle well next year?
How do I hold onto the faith in 2026? I have a hunger that growls in my soul with the desire to grow in my love for and knowledge of God. I will be reading the entire Bible for the 16th year in a row in 2026. I am confident that God will bless my faithfulness and will reveal new understanding and new things to be joyful about in my life next year. My favorite thing about retirement – other than not having to set an alarm – is having all the time I want to spend with God.
How will you hold onto the faith in 2026?
How do I hold on to a good conscience in 2026? When I’m in line with God, I know down to the depths of my heart and mind that I’m in the right place. I feel God’s approval and blessing when I focus on him and what he is calling me to do.
How will you hold onto a good conscience next year?
With God by my side, I’m ready. I’m really excited to see what God has planned!
So bring on 2026 with all its challenges and opportunities!
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