What am I afraid of?
What are you afraid of?
This world can be a very scary place with evil lurking around every corner. The worst can happen in an instant –
I’ve been there. It’s indescribably shocking and painful.
So it seems logical that you and I would be afraid….. until we read what Jesus says to his disciples in Matthew 8, “You of little faith, why are you so afraid?” vs 26.
Wow! Jesus directly correlates the fact that they are afraid to how much faith they have. He is saying the same thing to you and I today. Through his Word, God is telling us that our fears mean we’re not trusting him.
After thinking about this for a while, I have accepted that this is very true for me. When I am worried, I am not trusting God. The amount of my fear is a clear indication of the lack of my faith because I know God is in control. He has a plan and purpose. There is nothing that happens to me that has not gone through his hands.
So what am I afraid of?
My worst fear – that something bad would happen to one of my children – has already come true for both of them. My daughter got cancer and my son was a police officer who was killed in the line of duty 6 years ago.
What a huge waste of time and effort fear is! It didn’t change anything that has happened to them or to me.
God has used these difficult experiences to teach me many things. One of them is to lay my worries and fears at God’s feet and leave them there. He is the only one who can do anything about them. The question is not ‘if’ something bad is going to happen to me again, the question is ‘when’. My faith in God’s goodness has grown to the point that I’m prepared for the next struggle, not fearful.
It’s a fact that God loves me and wants the best for me. He is faithful to walk beside me when bad things happen, giving me strength and helping me grow my trust in him.
Jesus said it thousands of years ago and it’s still true today – fear comes from a lack of faith.